lost my job of three years today in a field I’ve been working in for 10 years. they didn’t like that i was too independent and had a hard time falling in line. i don’t want to go back to that or anything like it. i don’t want to work for anyone other than myself anymore. i have the confidence. i have the saavy. i have the will. i do NOT want another job — I want a LIFE. so, it’s time to make it without my “crutch” job. after 10 years of honing my talents, i feel ready. i have to be ready. i’ve been bitching and moaning about my freedom and lack thereof for over a year. now hear it is — urgent and uncut. if the question is do or die, the answer is obvious. thank god, i’m confident for the first time in my life that no matter what, i’ll be okay. my words give me my power. now. first things first. i can cry later.
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